1/15/01 testing

I have been missing so much school this year, I’m a senior in High School, and I almost would bet I’ve missed school more then I’ve made it. But, no truancy officer is after me, at least not yet. That’s because I’m not skipping. Today and Yesterday I’ve missed school because I have strep throat,…

I have today, oir at least most of the day off now, since I got off school early and I just thought of something, I want to take my laxatives, I had bought some and hid it in my sectret snack drawer at the crisi respite but since they came and took them from their…

This is going to be a very hard entry for me to write. I’m really nervous now, now that I am back home. I don’t know where to begin, even. I’ll do the best I can and if my therapist stops by I’ll get off of here and update the rest when he leaves. I’ll…

I feel guilty whenever I pray for something for just myself, but tonight I have one of those prayers but it can and will extend to others at some point, as well. Many others. This is huge, and very important to me. I just registered to be an advocate for eating disorders. I am not…

Today I got up early, went to work, don’t remember anything else that I did, oh, well, I guess that that was the day when a guy I used to work ith came over and then ended up helping me start my packing, kept hitting on me, saying things like how, you know what’s weird?…

Today I was ok at school, kept myself pretty busy trying to stay awake and do well on the two last exams I had, science and math back to back, and after my last exam, I fell asleep. The class left me there, too. My teacher was the one who was so kind enough to…