Aleayha! ok, maybe Hawiian misspelling
Tomorrow at lunchtime in the cafeteria there is going to be a dj and everyone who wants to is going to dress Hawiian, because it’s like pre prom thing for the seniors, that’s their theme for their prom this year and so I am dressing in jeans, this dark blue tank top that has spageeti straps, and on the top has these stripes, rainbow colored across in the front, and a light blue colored flower in my hair, and I don’t know what kind of shoes to wear yet. Also my favorite part will be this lay I have, different colored flowers all over it, matches the rainbows. Oh, and yes, I’m wearing a strapless bra, too. Sorry.
I stayed aftre school today, even though the teacher I was supposed to stay with didn’t have anything for me to do, and so I stayed in english, and my teacher, yesterday she said I love you after I said bye, she sounded like she didn’t mean for that to come out, but I smiled, said I love ya, too! bye
Today she asked me something weird, said something like do all of your teachers think of you as their favorite? Aaaawww, I don’t really remember what I said, I didn’t say I attach myself to anyone who can know how I am, with all of the millions of mistakes I make, and imperfections I have and still be able to say anything kind to me, or I love you. I think I said something likeif they did, I don’t know how they could, when I’m one of the absolute worst students any teacher can have. And before she could either disgree with that or even think I was waiting for that I explained, I’m not a good student, I can barely keep my eyes open in class some of the time, I never make it there on time, or turn things in on time, or anything. She said you do what you can. When you really are awake and try, you do good work, I could do nothing for two weeks straight and then she could give me all of her asigments and I could easily do them in one night, and make 100’s. Luckily I don’t think she takes off for lateness.
My new case manager picked me up, her name is Gracie. we have her and Steve now because Angie left. I went into the office, said hi, she said hi, Mary, and then we went to her van and she talked mostly, I answered a little and gave directions to my house from school, she used to work at my school and the funny thing is she worked as a grads teacher, taught classes for pregnant girls, or women I should say, and also knows a lady that teaches it now, that is close to the nurse and always tells me hi and she was the one that was the lookout for me when I went to the nurses office and had my surprise b day party.
Gracie is nice and took charge, I had half of my homewpork done during our meeting, my folders organized and clothes already in the dryer for tomorrow, and after they left we had bowling, I studied vocab cards between frames and I sucked at bowling tonight. I was so exhausted today, even though I went to sleep around midnoigh5, yesterday, ehich beats 2 a.m!
Well, I have a bad headache right now, I have to go to sleep, as soon as I can lay down, and rest my eyes the sad thing is I’ll still have to wake up at 6 something in the morning. I hate being so tired. 🙁 I’m ok though. 🙂