9/11/00: Woah

I had decided to start with my career, I chose a card, I became a doctor,… I got married and before I could even have kids I got tired but was payed well with all of the money from passing pay days and me and David decided to quit for a while and let Priscilla…

Some things that I don’t want to mention happened at explorers and no, I will, i need to. One is I was um, well, getting sick at the post and someone had come into the bathroom, one of the firefighters and later said something when I said bye, whispered that if I don’t get better…

Well, It’s been a while since I wrote in here. I’m not sure of what to even say. I’ve been ok, but could be better. I have all of these negative feelings about everything anymore, and I can’t just pack them up and put them aside, I have to ponder relentlessly about them. Sometimes people…

8/22/00: A better part of vacation,… Hi! I haven’t tried to sleep yet so I decided to try and write a better entry then the last one, so here goes! One day I sleptt in in Tennessee and mom came up after breakfast and she woke me up yelling at me about things like paying…

I went home today from staying at moms and dads over the weekend because I had to go to the doctors and mom didn’t want to pick me up at adas forst, I got my birth control, the depo shot. The lady that did it was so bitchy, I wonder if she actually put it…

Teri was waking me up for school, while I was asleep, she told mom that I was blue, unresponsive and dead. Mom tried to wake me up sometime later because she fell back asleep (during the night, after the od, I slept by mom in her bed, while my heart was racing) but she fell…