12/26/00 bye

10/27/00: Nurse Mary For the last two or three days i haven’t felt like talking much, or writing in my diary, plus i have been busy busy busy i am trying to hury now so i am not using any puncuation marks to try and speed this entry up a little but normally i do…

I’m feeling so friggen depressed right now I dson’t have the energy to type much, and I really need a ciggarete, I don’t think that’s spelled right

I had a big anxiety attack.  Not worse then others, but just the first one in a long time. Nothing was really wrong at first, but then I got all emotional and crying, and angry and just feeling insane. I know it's from having two hours of sleep and a whole lot of stuff to do…

11/8/00: Camping Hi, Last night was another one of the nights with my mother, I slammed out of the house (I know better then to just leave, even to just sit outside to try and calm down after she starts stuff, because she tells me you go out that door then I’m calling the police….

Wow, I have a lot of updating and no time whatsoever! At my new house, I’m serious, I hardly have time to sit down when I’m there. I’m used to it, but I am still adjusting from going from one kind of lifestyle to a total different one kind of suddenly, and I’m so fortuante,…

Well, no group again this week, we also didn’t have it last week for the same resons, not enough teens were coming and with the few who were going to go, they mostly didn’t have rides. Tonight we actually had a family meeting, mom was actually home and both counselors came over but at different…