1/15/01 testing

Today my twin went out to eat at our favorite restaurant without me! We have these birthday giftcards and were going to go together, but when we talked about it last she said she could do it Thursday, I said I couldn't, she had to go and forgot I guess because I didn't make it there…

8/11/00: Hi Again! Sorry, I couldn’t think of a creative enough title for this entry, I am really tired right now but I want to write so here goes, please excuse my typing! I don’t think I mentioned this yesterday but when I went into our family room, I noticed that the bay windows, well,…

Last week I had to move out of my foster parents house. I’m not clear on why, but I think I may have an idea. She just married my foster dad a few months before I came in, and they have been together for a few years first, but I think I hurt her, because…

stupid, stupid, stupid. That’s all I can think of myself as. I rememeber I used to think I was a little smart. I think that may have been way back, like before I was in school. I did what was wrong the other night. I know that now, because last night he told me that…

I’m feeling so friggen depressed right now I dson’t have the energy to type much, and I really need a ciggarete, I don’t think that’s spelled right

7/18/00: Monday is coming,… Wow, I just got a call to confirm my appointment to see the new counselor for my eating disorder and the rape, I am really anxius, I’ve waited so long for this, and it will be coming and what if something doesn’t work out in someway??? I ate way too much…