Pro- eating disorders

Tuesday 12/15/09 feel lousy, numb, having chest pains strong urge to keep eating and purging all day. Monday i felt great and hopeful about recovery, now I’m wondering if my chest pain is caused from starting over again with purging after taking a break from doing it over and over. I don’t know if I…

Wow,… it’s been so long, as usual. I have been so busy, but soon I’ll be on Christmas break and so hopefully I’ll have a little more time to write on here. Right now I’m waiting for my foster dad to come pick me up from my Grandma’s, I have to take the bus here…

Yyyaaawwwnnnnnnnnnnn I am tired. I have ran around all day, appreciating my adrenaline for kicking in for so long. But as for school, along with the stuff there, well, afetr school I wasn’t home for too long and went to work, and then I wasn’t home for too long till I walked up to Cilla’s…

This is going to be a very hard entry for me to write. I’m really nervous now, now that I am back home. I don’t know where to begin, even. I’ll do the best I can and if my therapist stops by I’ll get off of here and update the rest when he leaves. I’ll…

Ok, I didn’t slep at all saturday night, started getting ready for the day from boredom around 8 a.m., and then went out to eat, went to church with my cousin and sister, and then to dads passed out while we were watching a tv show called blade, took my pill and went to sleep…

Ok so I read a comment from my last entry and it was confusing. Early this morning the receptionist called to cancel my session because my therapist is sick. I hope that I will see her tomorrow but there's not a good chance of that since it's the last day of the week when she'll…