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I feel guilty whenever I pray for something for just myself, but tonight I have one of those prayers but it can and will extend to others at some point, as well. Many others. This is huge, and very important to me. I just registered to be an advocate for eating disorders. I am not…

I emailed my counselor to let her know about the part of tapering off these pills, and that I figure all I can do is just keeping taking them, but try not to take too many, and wait till Monday to talk to someone/see my therapist. She said that I should try to get ahold…

Hi!!! I’m going to miss it here, I had left school last wednesday with the counsleors, hurried at home to pack,a nd had gone and got signed into a place, it’s a crisis respite,. a building where I live for two weeks from last wednesday and I love it there. I can’t take some of…

9/6/00: JR ROTC Aten-hut! That’s what it sounds like when either the commander or the Master Sergent or the XO is giving the command for us to stand (or sit) at attention. That means that we have to keep our bodies straight and that we have to look straight ahead, with our eyes boring through…

So trying to write on here every day is just way too hard, especially now that I am a mother. I used to stay up late every night as a teenager and write to my hearts content but it’s not the same when you grow up. I just got through a long weekend. Weekends are…

I slept in today, finally! My first time getting to sleep in for a long time, I was SO looking forward to this. Forget all of the packing and stuff that is not nearly done that needs to be soon, since any time now, this week I’m supposed to move in the foster familys house….