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I stayed the night at my Dad’s last night, and today came home, a little too late to go out with my counselor but I called her cell phone and apologized for missing her, I was very tired and I coldn’t get and stay up today, kept falling back alseep. Then I called and talked…

I got to school early as usual, eventually figured out that we were supposed to wear school colors, red and gray, and that we had a pep rally. I had two classes and left at the beg. of my third bell, gym, my real mother picked me up to take me to my second evaluation…

The second night after he got here, friday night, then Sunday night, then last night, wenesday. And def. tonight. Oh, yes. It’ll will be much longer, and sweeter. He’s had a baby once and may have one on the way, and last night he told me he had to stop, he said this feels so…

I am not doing well at all these last couple of days. I was doing great, and am starting to go downhill. I still desperately want to get better and will do ANYTHING I can to help myself, but life SUCKS. I am getting tired of living mine. I am NOT suicidal and will never…

That movie was way cool! I loved it! saw it with my sister and dad today. Ok, now to get caught up a little on my life, I managed to get myself a detention, from rotc. What I have to do is go in after school on Tuesday and sit in the classroom, since while…

7/15/00: A Few Wonderful Things In My LIfe Ok, Let’s see, For the last two weeks I have been going on very low energy, not sleeping or eating much, working a lot, for a 15 year old, waking up at 7 a.m. and working from 8-3:30 then going straight to another job from then till…