Author: MsMary

I’m back!!! I am so excited to be back here and to still have my old account available! I started my diary about 20 years ago and view it as if it were a treasured friend. I still have a pretty chaotic life, but consider it to be part of my “normal”. My “Babies” are…

So trying to write on here every day is just way too hard, especially now that I am a mother. I used to stay up late every night as a teenager and write to my hearts content but it’s not the same when you grow up. I just got through a long weekend. Weekends are…

Today was a hard day but I got through it. I’m writing this at 1 a.m. on Sunday, 1/19/14. I woke up at Jason’s, because I spent the night there since he had to wake up at 8 for work and I needed extra help waking up to guarentee I wouldn’t miss Jaime’s memorial service….

Natalie stayed the night again for New Years and we celebrated by banging some pots and pans at midnight LOUDLY. Just for one full minute. I am generally considerate to my neighbors in our building, but after a couple of days of hearing their music so loud I have been getting headaches I figured paybacks…

I LOVE going to help at my girls school! I came in this morning, sat my things down in the volunteer lounge and headed to the classroom I help in. My new friend Kendra was just starting to leave with her son and stopped by the room to ask me if I wanted to come…

I saw my therapist mylinda today. She stopped me at one point and asked me to take a deep breath, then asked me to do it again. I tried, and I slowed down. She asked me if I was sleeping. I just caught up last night from not sleeping at all the night before, but…

I haven't been able to write on here as much as I wanted to lately. So much is always going on!  These last couple of weeks I have been staying especially busy with the girls. One week we participated in a program called safety town where I dropped them off at a school so they…

My life has been crazy busy lately. I want to pick a few days and just turn off phones and shut and lock the door and just stay home doing nothing because it gets too busy sometimes, but there isn't a few days where I can do it, either. I have gone to DC and…

I have been so much busier then ever lately. I feel like the days are flying by way too fast! Right now I am debating ona  lot of things, like whether I should get up and go get stuff out of the car, work on laundry, watch tv, clean other stuff, start making a to…

Last night I planned on sleeping in a little today, I even set my alarms for around noon. I woke up before 8! I feel so good and so awake and by the time my millions of alarms started ringing I had already gotten up, packed laundry and stuff in the car, picked out outfits,…