7/27/00: Dear Readers, I wanted to thank each and every one of you for reading my entries, and for adding some comments to it. I use this to help me sort out feelings, and it’s nice to have other opinions on things, it’s like when products have a thing on them to please give them…
7/25/00: Monday came and went!!! YYYYEEEEEEEESSSSSS! Today is done! Gone the sun,…. (Taps) I left work early today, have been feeling worse then yesterday, with a headache, and stomachache, so I slept some and then went to ,eet my new counselor, she’s not, though because there’s not much she could do but admit me in…
7/23/00: Sick and Tired Ok, Right now if you could hear me I would sound terrible, someone had the air on all night and I am congested now, I hate it! This morning I went to sleep arond 6 a.m. and got woken up at 9, my older sister was here to bury her cat…
7/18/00: Monday is coming,… Wow, I just got a call to confirm my appointment to see the new counselor for my eating disorder and the rape, I am really anxius, I’ve waited so long for this, and it will be coming and what if something doesn’t work out in someway??? I ate way too much…
7/20/00: Peanut, Peanut butter! (and jelly!) Ok, Today was pretty interesting,… I got to sleep around midnight last night and I slept in till 10, it was a nice sleep for a change but the only problem is I was supposed to be at work at 8, but thankfully they didn’t care, I missed absolutely…
7/18/00: Sounds like I did when I was younger Oh, my!!!!!! My 9 year old cousin who is living here with us for a while with her dad, my first cousin, well, she was not allowed to go somewhere with me and she was getting pissed off because it seems like she is never allowed…
7/18/00: So tired I can’t sleep Hi! Let’s see, last night I didn’t sleep at all so I was already up when it was time for my mom to take me to my first job at 8, then she picked me up again and that was at about 3:30 and she drove me to my…
7/17/00: The Bathroom, an ugly part of my negative life/ VERY LONG Well,……… Saturday night I spent the night at my Grandmas, I wanted to and finaly could since I was off work Sat and Sun and plus my mom hurt my feelings as usual, she has this control thing, alway’s has to be the…
7/15/00: A Few Wonderful Things In My LIfe Ok, Let’s see, For the last two weeks I have been going on very low energy, not sleeping or eating much, working a lot, for a 15 year old, waking up at 7 a.m. and working from 8-3:30 then going straight to another job from then till…
6/19/00: Was she raped? Ok, today I need to write about a serious issue because it is on my mind. First off, June 28th I have to go to court because last year I was in the wrong place at the wrong time and with the wrong people. It’s going to be ok, at least…