I am sick today

I feel awful with a cold or something! i fell on ice twice the other night and have a lot of brusing and I am sore, but mostly just sick with a cold or something. I am excited though, because money is starting to come in this week. I have been putting off paying my…

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Thursday 12/17/09T told me on the phone that yesterday while J was ‘watching” the girls they got into the studio and broke guitars, got into presents, and supposably the only thing they are going to do about it is make J pay to get the guitar fixed. Noone is mad at the girls, we all…

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Monday 11/29/10Today i woke up with a dreadful feeling that it was late, i missed therapy and that something was out of sorts. it was J’s first day of seeing the girls on new times. He didn’t show up. I ended up spending the day and night with him.I realize that he can’t even give…

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Saturday 10/16/10Today was supposed to be a game day for me and the girls. I want and need time to slow down because I know that i will miss this. I got busy but because I am in a funk right now my getting busy was very slow and difficult. I woke up panicking, not…

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Friday 8/14/10I felt stressed from the moment I started getting us all ready to go to donate plasma. E seemed extra slow, they weren’t listening very well, and I wasn’t ready. Nothing was charged, my wic stuff wasn’t ready, clothes weren’t picked out, I was feeling overwhelmed. I was irritated, forgot my iron pills, had…

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Friday 8/13/10Suddenly irritated and panicky about how late I was going to be to NA. Freaking out, mad about the expensive cups that keep getting lost at S and T’s. After the meeting I was tired and it seemed like S and T were flaunting some information about something coming up for them. I felt…

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thursday 2/4/10I slept in till I left for work. missed breakfast, ignored lunch, got me and the kids ready to go out drove to speedway for teas and started my period. Now I see why I have been extra hungry lately. I ran home, got pads, wic coupons, changed, ran back to kroger, bought more…