wednesday 2/3/10Made it to wic appointment, though a little late. Had a great abnd fun day with the girls, ate egg sandwiches, took a nice nap. Terry came over to see the girls for a bit, was nice and stuff. I left to get more papers for the H1N1 shots, picked out some new clothes…
Tuesday 2/2/10Partly because I may not have been outside and I really wasn’t inbterested I happily missed giving this guy Ira a ride home. I ate 3 meals and a snack. i felt like I had too mahy chips but DIDN’T PURGE. I felt good and relaxed. I was happy, made it to my appointments,…
Tuesday 12/15/09 feel lousy, numb, having chest pains strong urge to keep eating and purging all day. Monday i felt great and hopeful about recovery, now I’m wondering if my chest pain is caused from starting over again with purging after taking a break from doing it over and over. I don’t know if I…
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Sunday 11/15/09 I felt nauseated for some reason earlier tonight. I even felt different throwing up because I couldn’t control it and it tooik me a while to realize what i threw up. I am glad that I noticed a difference and that i didn’t just purge and try to justify it. Why would I…
I had a terrible night last night., even if I did get laid outside during a storm. That was funny, he went out to the balcony but it was pouring so bad he said it was like a wterfall coming down off the roof. So he walked outside, I finished what i was doing inside…
Thursday 2/5/09J did our taxes yesterday, getting back about $6,065. He paid me today, $131. It was dad’s 71st birthday. Yesterday I had to decide how to eat this week. I agreed with rachel about starting to make meal plans. She was talking about me eating 1,200 calories a day. I think if I really…
Monday 2/2/09I relied on some mountain dew last night for energy. I’m a busy lady, have a lot of things on my to do list. I am running on adrenaline right now. i stayed up all night and have been running around all morning so far trying to get my shit together. It is only…