moving

Yes I’m moving and that’s my final answer. It’s about damn time, too, I mean come on! I was supposed to have a uhaul truck at my doorstep the day I turned 18. I’m 19 and a half almost! I know, still a baby. Speaking of babies,… my twin is going to have one! Or…

blue

Today is a bad day. I’m on my period, I chose to not sleep last night, I have only one joint left, and I’m totally suicidal and confused about my life. I hate myself and I am starting to have a really hard time with others right now, and all of my cicumstances, like my…

nobody is here

Well, It’s been a while since I wrote in here. I’m not sure of what to even say. I’ve been ok, but could be better. I have all of these negative feelings about everything anymore, and I can’t just pack them up and put them aside, I have to ponder relentlessly about them. Sometimes people…

ahh sleep

Ok, Since I wrote this poem in my notebook journal entry last night I am going to write it in here. Lying in the dark Turning on a light Trying to sleep With all my mightYawning and stretching Yet feeling wide awake Shutting down my brain Is all it would take “Put a poem in…

Out of Control

I think that it is very important for everyone to always feel at least somewhat in control, whether it is for a certain situation, self control, et cetera. I just figured something out, whenever my life feels dissorganized, or out of control, that’s when I reley on my eating dosorder the most. For me, it…

My ABC story

Hi Last year in my creative writing class, we had to write a story, and each paragraph had to do with letters of the alphabet, like the first one had to start with A, the second one had to start woth B, et cetera. I wrote one called Danielle, and since it has to do…