I know some things, and my counselors know some things. For some odd reason, a lot of the things we each know don’t mix, like, when they say that my mother loves me, and I say she loves herself, we compromise by saying that she maybe just doesn’t know how to shopw me she loves…

I finally fell asleep this morning after 6 a.m., and slept till about 11 when mom woke me up with, you missed having breakfast with Penny, but Gracie (another counselor) will be coming over soon to pick you up, she’s on her way. I wake up and about an hour later I scramble eggs out…

I don’t know why, but I just can’t get out of my diary, I just feel like writing, I want to do something, but what? Only write. I just wrote an entry but that wasn’t enough, I only left this site to figure out some addresses of some of my other fave. sites, since I…

Wow, I went to explorers yesterday from 6-9 and had a blast, 4 guys from another post had joined us, and so now together we have a team for competitions, we have about 9 members and they only had 4, so we had to combine, I think you have to have between 10-15 members. We…

I have to leave in a couple of minutes, I am going to the police statuion to get my mouth swabbed. I’m scared, I saw thenm early Thursday morning when they took me home, and then later the that day when they picked me up. Yesterday at work, a medic from here, a lady I…

Teri was waking me up for school, while I was asleep, she told mom that I was blue, unresponsive and dead. Mom tried to wake me up sometime later because she fell back asleep (during the night, after the od, I slept by mom in her bed, while my heart was racing) but she fell…

This is going to be a very hard entry for me to write. I’m really nervous now, now that I am back home. I don’t know where to begin, even. I’ll do the best I can and if my therapist stops by I’ll get off of here and update the rest when he leaves. I’ll…

This Friday we do not have to go to prison, I mean, uh, school. 🙂 It’s our first day out for Spring Break and we’re off next week, too, and then the week after the week we return we have our exams. 🙁 Woah, that was a little weird, the phone just rang, like once,…

Today I had a good day at school, the water was perfect and I started writing down this song I’m composing in piano, I have no words for it, but it’s an upbeat and kind of fast one, and I called it Clavinova or something, I couldn’t find a name so I looked at the…

After taking my pill and just not being able to sleep, and watching Gilligans Island while getting stuff ready for school around or 3 in the morning, I wake up to the sound of Teri’s baby doll crying. Teri was up getting ready for school and I said can’t YOU do it? when she said…