lots of driving today

3/28/11: Lots of driving today I woke up (7:47 a.m!) to disasters from my kids. Stressed out, steaming mad. Been having some trouble with them since Saturday night. By myself, trying to still get through stuff. Hard morning, the kids exhausted and they fell asleep after all three of us had some oatmeal for breakfast. Got…

Saturday 3/26/11

Saturday 3/26/11: I was trying to write on here last night but the kids were stressing me out so badly I couldn’t. We did not have a good night. Yesterday while they were still at my in laws I did end up going to church in the morning and helping clean. I had energy so…

Thursday 3/24/11

Today my twin went out to eat at our favorite restaurant without me! We have these birthday giftcards and were going to go together, but when we talked about it last she said she could do it Thursday, I said I couldn't, she had to go and forgot I guess because I didn't make it there…

Sunday 3/20/11

Today we made it to church! I stayed up all night but yea!!! It was extra beautiful in so many ways! We had a birthday present for a little girl there, I was mostly happy to have remembered and to be able to give her it, and the girls were so excited, too! We gave…

feeling anxious

I emailed my counselor to let her know about the part of tapering off these pills, and that I figure all I can do is just keeping taking them, but try not to take too many, and wait till Monday to talk to someone/see my therapist. She said that I should try to get ahold…

tired tonight

I did ned up emailing the counselor, and she told me it was ok to ask her my question, and so I did, and she responded! I wasn't able to read what she wrote until late due to a late birthday dinner my mom took my twin and I out on. I liked the dinner…