Tonight I’ve done some of my part with life, I helped keep two different little kids safe, I am very proud of that, too. And I’m feeling good, cuse the kids are safe and spound and I was responsible for them. Yesterday I had a long hard day at school and then Steve and Angie…
Today I got to the station and everyone pretty much was there, I remembered their names and I left my returned book of rules there som that I wouldn’t lose them. We had a buisness meeting where dues were supposed to be collectecd and we talked about future meetings and scheduled training classes and who…
OOOps, I’m slipping in school again. I now have a c in science instead of my a+ because I had gotten to where I could just pretty much go to sleep and not worry about doing my work in the classroom olast quarter, beause I not only had a 100% anyway, I had even more…
Well, no group again this week, we also didn’t have it last week for the same resons, not enough teens were coming and with the few who were going to go, they mostly didn’t have rides. Tonight we actually had a family meeting, mom was actually home and both counselors came over but at different…
Oh, man, I don’t know where that high came from before, that feeling ok, in other words opposite of how I feel most of the time I mean, where did that come from, anyway? Why can’t I have it back??? I have plans for my future, great plans that is going to take a whole…
11/30/00: Starting a career and feeling good now 🙂 YES! I love to be able to write these entries, I have been so low or something this last weekend,, but as usual I won’t really let that make me do anything permanaent, because well, no matter how bad things get, I can handle it, like…
11/27/00: Longer Thanksgiving Break Last week our school let out for T break on wednesday, our last day was Tuesday. I was supposed to go back today but this weekend just kept me from doing just that. Right now I’m at my Granda’s, dreading going to work today. see, a girl was trying to start…
11/25/00: Please do SOMETHING with my life Someone, please do something with me, with my life, I do NOT have any more control over it then a stranger does. Who does? God, do you? What’s the plan? What is supposed to happen with me???? I need some help! I don’t know what to do anymore…
11/22/00: brb today I woke up later then usual (I just love breaks from school!) and I worked (volunteered to for some extra money and for something to do) and froze as usual, I think I’m really really hot blooded, forget warm blooded! and I folded and hung and put away al least two loads…
11/19/00: Pneumonia hhhhhhh, bbboooyyyyyoy!!! I worked last night from 4-7, then went to sleep pretty late, but early for usual at like 11:30, then got up at 7, at work again by 8, worked, took a quick break, and what do you know? $ o’clock finally rollled around BUT a girl there needed to get…