For Women Only

I’m having a girly issue, but the thing is, I’m not supposed to be having it. I haven’t had the big red monster over a year due to being on the depo shot, birth control, and at work tonight us women there were talking about periods and how to get off the depo, and so…

Before/ After

Wow, on June 8th, year 2000 I had first stumbled upon this website and I started writing in it. A week and three days ago I turned 18. In my first entry I had mentioned something about being 18. I said how “I wanted out of all of this, but I didn’t want to try…

Am I loco?

Hi, everyone, I got suspended from school! Here’s what happened, and it may not make any sense because I’m confused, too. Friday, in my english class, towards the end of the bell, I went to my teacher to get like my fourth quiz to make up for her class. I just studied the weeks’ worth…

negative feelings :(

Ok, My topic for today will be about bad feelings, mainly ones I feel. Depression, and the feeling of basically low self esteem, feeling unworthy, unwanted, unloved. It’s kind of dark writing, not something people want to really read about. And, all of a sudden I’m feeling kind of exhausted, so I’ll start with how…

missing school

I have been missing so much school this year, I’m a senior in High School, and I almost would bet I’ve missed school more then I’ve made it. But, no truancy officer is after me, at least not yet. That’s because I’m not skipping. Today and Yesterday I’ve missed school because I have strep throat,…

17 hours of sleep

Yesterday after school and counseling I went to the seniors’ visitation. They had both of the layouts and funerals at the same time in two different places so that neither would be too crowded, with the whole school going along with family and other friends. I went home around 6 and promptly fell asleep. I…

Sad news :(

I had to get off really fast from my last entry because Brian came to get me, but I want talk too much about our relationship yet, because something tradgic just happened. Yesterday, well 11/5/02, two girls that go to our school were in a car accident and got killed instantly. There was a junior…