maybe not magical but it’s a good day :0

I went to sleep in a rush, I hurried up to get my things done and ignored the vaccum cleaner, I was exhausted and rushing to get some sleep I was so so so so tired! I went to sleep thinking about how today I could come home and do something I don’t remember doing, or at least ever being allowed to do: SLEEP! Nap I was a little kid when I was last allowed to.

I fell asleep instantly and got up on time, wore a new swimming suit to swm in and the whole time through my first class amused myself by going underwater to rescue a ten pound brick, I even used my feet once and got it! the shower wwas colder then the pool was at first, but oh well. I did pretty well on a piano test, except for being caught staring off into space, and had a good day for the rest of it, and we have been working on first aid in rotc, and so I love it, we took a test today and I aced it, when reviewing for it I had to eliminate some of the multiple choices and explain why an incision is the least likely to get infected, other then lacerations, abrasions and something else. Today I have explorers, I love it there. the bad thing is that last week we had a new girl, which is good, but someone said something like finally, a woman that looks good is here and I shot back with where are the good looking guys at? and so it became a night of laughing and joking, but that was good, too, it’s just that we didn’t do any kind of training and competitions are going to be held soon! We have a banquet on the 25th, too. I’m going to dress up really nice for that.

I still don’t feel 16, but I’m sure that I will when I drive again, I don’t remember the last time I was in the drivers seat of a car. I can’t wait till tonight I always look forward to explorers.

You know what I was thinking about? Something kind of weird earlier,.. I wish that I was pregnant. And yes, I know about all of the bad things in that,… but I think that if that ever happened, (and I’d want it to soon) that it would help me out a little, like with the depression, and I’ve gone through a lot of huge things, and so I’m sure I could handle it,… I don’t know. I’ll think more about it later. Well, I think I may go lie down for a little while thank you for all of the happy birtyhdays, and don’t worry, I have plenty of crumbs and frosting left over,… help yourselves! Take Care!! 🙂